as i see time pass by
everyone pass with her
paling, laughing, singing, and crying
and I remain there with out movement so no one can see me
i think no one will take me in count that way
this is how i plan to stay away from everyone
away from everything that can hurt me
stay steel until the next day
and keep on staying steel until i die

red, orange, and green ,trees
they all fall from the grown
they start falling one by one
after five of them had fall then
then you have to be car full
don't come out of your house or you will die
that's when it all start
and the war begins
the killing begins

every year that passes by has something new with them
so exalting to wait for them
to see what they have in command
to see what its going to bring you
what events you might have
what new places you might go to
how many times it might make you cry
how many times you might laugh with him
or even don't have shit to do
but be there in chair and see how it passes by
so sad but yet so happy
meting new people
losing people to
that is part of every year
that is why you need to love him
and never let him down
cause he bring you new things to do
new people to love
or simply he won't bring you shit to do

people every were i go
they all know me
they all know my name
it seems that i can't escape
i tray to hide from everyone
but it seem i can't
my escaping plans seem not to work anymore
its then that i find a never before seen map
that's were i see my homeland
that's how i get to the place that i always saw in my dreams
the place were no one knows me
were there's only sand, water and trees
a place were no body knows me
were i can began a new life

SCARED MEMORIES

As I sit in a bar drinking my problems way
I cry there feeling betrayed, and hurt
But wait why I’m I here? What I gain?
You caused all these tears
You made me in to the monster I’ve become
Each beating you have me scared me for life
Scars that will never go away
I look at my scared body and also feel the scars in my heart
Reliving in my mind the times you became a beast
The breath that smelled like alcohol
Became a warning sing for me
Your big hands seemed as hard stones that kept pressing my face and parts of my body that it could hit
My pleading never stopped you, you kept doing it even more as if my “no’s” were “more”
Your threats keep me being by your side
I felt like a bird being imprisoned in my own cage
At the moment I got the flashback to the one day
The day that ended in the unexpected
You walk in as I was cooking, Drunk as always,
Trying to force me into doing something I didn’t want
You keep kissing me but your kissed disgusted me
I told you to stop but you kept on going
At that instant my mind thought about everything you did to me
And with out thinking my knife penetrated you more then one time
After coming into my senses I looked at what I had done to you
I didn’t feel sorry for you
I believe that I gave you and easy way out of life than what you deserved
I cleaned up and put you were no one would find you or look for you
And now I sit here in this bar trying to drink my problems away but I stop and think
I have no more problems I’m in peace

So sweet like the sugar
So hard like a rock
She hurts you
When she less pretends no to hurt you
But yet she says she love you
Its all false
She never did
She never will
So don’t worry your alone
You will always be alone
She will never love you

so big but yet so small
so far away but yet so near
so gray that it makes me turn gray
they say that a rabet lives there
it hase its on city
a big city and town for here self
do wht she please
but so lonly
no one to play with
no one to talk to
thats when she wanders were it all go
she turs to earth
wait what dose she sees
childrens playinng and talking about there day
she crys noone can play with her or talk to her
poor moon so lonly
that i wish i can play with her